Confession # 1 - I wish I was a good blogger. I wish I had the time/energy/creative thoughts to actually blog on a normal basis. Let's just say - Life has been insanely busy since football season started in August (and now it's over with but then holidays and year end at work happened...and for accountants that means LONG HOURS at work! But now that has passed too.) I've missed out on running and great times with my blogger running friends that I have met along the way. I feel like life just kept going and passing me by while I was out of it. I feel like some of these bloggers are so amazing and awesome and I wish I had more time/energy to devout to being a good friend back! And then the other part of me thinks - they must hate me cause I'm not as close as other bloggers are to each other ... but again it's cause I'm a terrible blogger/friend these past few months (and how many times can I put a "/" in this post!)
Confession #2 - Regardless of running 4 half marathons - I've gained 17 lbs since May! It's frustrating and annoying and I can't seem to lose it. I can gain 3 lbs in one weekend and it takes me 2 weeks to lose 1 lb! I'm about ready to start nursing again to burn some extra calories. LOL it was so much easier until I stopped in May!
Confession #3 - I did in fact sign up for the Ogden Marathon and I'm thinking of a good excuse not to have to run it. It scares me to death to be running a marathon and I just keep praying I get some great reason for not being able to run it. I know that is horrible of me! I have a fear of succeeding- it's true!
Confession #4 - I don't know if this means I'll blog often again or if it will be another few months before I blog...who knows - but please stick around for my sake! I need the encouragement and the friends - life is crazy - it revolves around my work, my kids, and my husband and without the blogger friends - sometimes I feel like a loser
Go ahead - bring on the Confessions - hopefully some that make me feel better :)
