I'm so antsy!!!!!

I'm having some anxiety right now!  I don't do well when there is so much to do and I can't seem to do any of it yet...or don't want to.  So I didn't work out yesterday - and now I wanted to work out tonight...but tomorrow we are starting a 16 week steps challenge at work.  And if you remember - I'm kind of insanely competitive.  You can go here if you want to read about the details. 

we are pretty awesome huh?  Don't make fun - and yes we highlighted our hair green...we are retarded - We're accountants ok?

Basically it's teams of 7 and you wear a pedometer and log your steps for 17 weeks - and you are virtually traveling around the world.  However, some of the teams are already talking smack - and since I'm the only one on my team training for a half marathon - I feel like I have to step it up for my team.  Not that I am the most active - I just feel like they expect a lot from me.  And I totally expect a lot from me.  So tomorrow morning I'm waking up and doing 2 miles - then going to the gym at lunch for another 4 - but it makes me antsy not to work out tonight - so I ran two quick miles tonight.  What kind of person have I turned into that's I'm antsy to start doing this challenge?  And I'm so excited for my 15 miler this weekend...can you say MAJOR steps - I love a challenge and I love competition - can you see why I hate being a slow runner?  I need to somehow not be so competitive in running since I'll never be an elite athlete.

Oh and I'm so weird - I know we aren't going to win - there are 630 teams at my work alone - let alone all the other companies - but if you get an insane amount of steps they give you a speeding ticket - which is basically a filter to make sure you didn't do a typo and for you to justify how you got that many steps.  My whole goal is to get the most speeding tickets!  I might be signing up for more halfs....LOL

Anyway so I'm just antsy and just ready to get on with it.  Wish me luck!!!